I don’t understand how people in their 60s, 70s and 80s can do it. I’m only in my 20s and everything feels so boring. I feel like I’ve seen almost everything, and done almost everything. Some days, the repetitive routine just gets to me, so I sit back and I think too much like I have the last couple days.
My biggest goal was to be rich, but sometimes I sit and watch actual rich people on Twitter and Youtube, and in the magazine interviews. A lot of them are depressed as fuck. I always felt life would be better if I made it to that level, but I’m starting to realize I’d be heading towards a situation 10x worst than how I feel now.
Essentially, I have no idea what I want out of life anymore, but my new goal is to just be happy.